Ouch

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t.. and hi friendly readers! Hope everyone is having a good day. Ouch. and its been awhile I have neglected my blog for sometime I was kind of giving writing up. Hack I even still have my unfinished novel writing in my draft (╥﹏╥). Block most of the time and I am pretty busy playing online game that I have fallen in love with. Recently I had new friends flowering up in this lil o-heart of mine. Will update on that on my next post. I hope I am able to do it as much as i could. Kinda had my hand tight ❤(ˆ‿ˆԅ) hehe.

Back in the day I never thought writing a positive thinker blog will attract people.. BUT I feel the will of helping hand when in need thou I am a STRANGER you only know from this blog. I do hope you'll enjoy your reading and visits next time you come here looking for some answers. (✿◠‿◠). A good encouragement brings good people in the world. I know..I know.. I can't change the world. But... who knows? some small change can change the bad things that is happening all around us.

picture credits to: www.lindleypless.com

Maybe I'd even become a new superhero that help other with words. hahaha.. this reminds me of fairy tails so much. caster that can cast a words spells. ok ok.. back to the story mode again. (¬‿¬) well I don't think I have anymore to offer right now. I am just a dreamer..who wants a place to be called harmony. good night everyone!

Siapakah Aku?

Bismillah..
Assalamu’alaikum w.b.t dan salam sejahtera buat semua kawan-kawan yang sudi membaca blog saya yang serba kekurangan ini. Siapakah aku? persoalan ini timbul bukan kerana saya ingin menceritakan kepada semua siapa diri saya. Tidak jauh sama sekali, persoalan ini saya ujarkan pada diri sendiri. Saban hari saya di landa pelbagai dugaan dalam hidup, bermacam cubaan saya terima semenjak di gelar tunangan orang. Orang kata, bila bertunang banyak dugaan..ya, saya dah merasainya. Dahsyat..ya..dahsyat, itu lah ayat yang mampu saya katakan untuk meggambarkan apa yang saya lalui, akan tetapi saya sering kali mengingatkan diri sendiri untuk sentiasa berfikiran positive and memandang kehadapan..memandang sesuatu yang subjective ke arah yang lebih baik dari negative.

Ape kena mengena tajuk dengan cerita saya ni? Ini adalah persoalan yang saya sendiri tanya pada diri setiap kali bila saya hadapai tamparan hebat dalam hidup dan rasa bagai susah untuk teruskan perjalanan, saya sebagai manusia..sifat manusia yang kurang sempurna itu tetap ada pada diri saya. Salah satunya sifat amarah ramai gagal untuk mengawalnya..termasuk saya, akan tetapi..sekadar mencuba dan menduga rasa marah itu dengan persoalan yang mungkin menjadi pemadam api kemarahan itu sendiri. Selain dari menyuruh diri sendiri untuk sabar, tanya soalan ini pada diri sendiri. Walaupun dalam seharian kita rasa hidup kita susah dan ape yang kita laui itu tidak mudah untuk di lupakan malah untuk maafkan. Fikirlah, saban hari setiap manusia yang berada di muka bumi ini menghadapai dugaan yang lagi perih dan lagi dahsyat tamparannya terhadap kehidupan mereka.

Jadi..adakah kita masih lagi di panggil kurang bernasib baik/malang dalam lalui kehidupan? tepuk dada tanyalah diri sendiri. Siapa aku, hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu, buarpun ramai yang seringkali membuat rumusan mereka sendiri tentang siapa diri kita..biarkanlah mereka, yang penting Allah tahu kita siapa. Seandinya perkara yang di nyatakan terhadap kamu itu tidak betul biarkanlah, Allah tahu siapa kita. Kenapa persoalan ini harus saya tanyakan pada diri saya sendiri? sebabnya, seringkali..bila terjadi sesuatu, kita lupa kita di duga oleh Allah s.w.t. Diri kita adalah Hak Milik Kekal DIA. Hanya DIA yang berkuasa keatas diri kita, seandainya dugaan itu melanda, tanyalah diri kita siapa aku? Jadi untuk itu, tidak kira apa pun yang terjadi dalam hidup kita..relakan sahaja ia terjadi, maafkanlah segala yang telah berlaku, lupakan persengketaan dengan menitipkan kata – kata sabar.

Bukalah minda ke arah yang lebih positive! InsyaAllah, hati kamu akan lebih tenang, ada quota Islam yang saya terbaca baru-baru ini..”Hadapailah segalanya dengan senyuman.” maksudnya, hadapilah segala rintangan dan dugaan darinya dengan hati yang lebih terbuka..serta menerima Qada & Qadar Illahi terhadap dugaan Nya. Kerana Hanya DIA yang lebi mengetahui apa sahaja kesedihan dan kepayahan yang melanda diri kita, ada kemanisannya di setiap penghujung cubaan Nya.

p/s: life is sweeter if you forgive, life is better when you forget, life is peaceful ones you move on, at the end of every journey. there is a happy path for your future.. InsyaAllah, just remember that. ^_^

Wait For Me ❤

bismillah..
Assalamu’alaikum w.b.t and a very good day too all.. Its that time of the month I made my self update my beloved blog. (♥♥,) haha.. :P. Alright back to the big questions marks on my entry this time. What is with that? wait for me love♥..? heh~ if you can guess it right I gonna have to take you out for an ice cream..haha.. but well at the end of this entry anyone who read this will know that the big question marks on their head is being replace with a smile ^_^. hehe.. Well last month on my update is a special “momento” vibe on to it for me. So, the moment of truth! its near to its ends.

Love is blind, this word is so true..but my truth is being in a different page of what you guys had in mind. Here goes some actual thing that run down in my mind, how could someone who said that they found love but still fall in love with someone else other then his/her “boyfriend/girlfriend”? okay..now let me ask you was it fate? or choice? My answer “yes” to both. Why? Okay here are my own way of making my statement of what I think. No one in this freaking free world is PERFECT! got that? okay if you still don’t get it I will elaborate it further.

If your thinking is “am not perfect so I can fall in love with someone else then the one I am with?”. Wrong.. /˚,˚\ why? heh~ here is what I think of it really. Doesn’t meant that if your are not perfect you can fall in love with some others..love is blind is not an options of or way for you to run off with someone else and it also doesn’t meant that you “have to” find the one that is with perfect appearance from top to bottom, and must “have” good attitude..In which world are you born on? (O_O) OMG okay! that is one bad thinking..and why I say yes to fate and choice? alright, to me the word fate is useable with everyone we are fated to meet from the day we are born, you are fated to be born in the hands of an doctor, when you are in kindergarten you are fated to meet new friends there, even when you grown older, you are fated to meet friends from school, work place, friends of friends becoming friends.. isn’t that fate? yes it is..then there come the time you fall in love with someone, and you have the choice to make the decision, the choice is in your hand.

When ever you see someone you love, do you look at them base on their looks? or other then that? that is not blind.. O_O looks when you grow older it will be just like you grandma or grandpa.. how do you look at them? they are still charming and cute in their own way, that’s my thinking. Okay let’s further without anymore guessing.When you fall in love, the choice came is when you make him/her to be the one you love. You get pass by the wrong thing they done, the bad attitude, the silly mistake, the same mistake, the stupid mistake..any mistake that they do.. THEY ARE SIMPLY HUMAN just like you. They are not perfect, well if you get pass all that by fixing things slowly..change together slowly..everything takes time..in time you’ll be surprise by what you find out your love one can do for you in return. It will melt your heart, made your heart warm, make you fill that you are a fool in love and you are filled with love. That is what I called “love is blind”.. No matter what..you still think them as they are not perfect..if them can forgive your mistakes, be patience with you, with your naughty side, bad side, even seen you at worst but still wanna be with you, why? why couldn’t you do the same for the one you love?

Now you get me? okay.. one last thing.. be glad and thankful to your Creator for the such person whom bloom in your hearts right now..Trusts me! if you see the word “love is blind” the way I did..You will get the love you always wanted. just make sure the one you love is willingly do the same thing you did. (˘‿˘ʃƪ) Just like me and my beloved fiance. I am filling lucky cuz I found love, for whom is someone I called a friend. When I choose him..I do make sure it will be the last one. I known him for 3 years as friend,then coupled for 8 month and then engage..it has pass the 1year being a coupled.. I found love that My God gave me. I am very thankful, small things can make a big different in your own life. I do admit, to find love is hard..but if you have one who did that for you..see things the way you do.. stick with them! don’t you ever let that filling go! when you choose to fall in love with someone else.

The love you have broken them heart off, will walk away FOREVER..and you will NEVER find anyone the same as them. Then you’ll regret all the things you did, then its too late to mend things back. If so happen you were left by the one you love.. go and move on, DON’T LOOK BACK at your past..make a new future with someone who will most appreciates you present in their life..stick with em..make sure that you choose is right..it means.. You really know that person..before moving on forward. Happiness is in your hands once you know what to do with it. Your fate, you choose cuz its your choice.. ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ) hehe.. :X wow..I did it this time a long content of one small subject and hidden from the entry headings.. haha..

Alright.. About the love wait for me.. I will update to you.about it, when the time has come and the event is finish.. that is a promise.. ^_^ v

p/s: wow.. lookie lookiee… its almost the end of march O_O nerve break down! Till next update people! tata! （‐＾▽＾‐）

p/s/s: Love my Sayang even more! (ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc) xoxo.

@.@ Pening.

Assalamu’alaikum w.b.t.. dan salam sejahtera., bismillah.. Elo kawan-kawan, apa khabar? oh saya sihat, cuma di landa kondisi pening lalat. Hehe.. ada apa dan kenapa saya cakap begitu? cuma ada sedikit batu pengalang di jalan saya untuk hampir ke matlamat yang seterusnya. Saya boleh di ibaratkan jumpa jalan tetapi harus memanjat diding yang tinggi. Huuu..dalam erti kata lain, HARUS saya berusaha memikirkan jalan sesuangguh-sungguhnya. Allahhuakbar…banyak perkara yang harus saya dan co-partner saya lalui., cabaran ini akan kami pandang positive, dapat atau tidak pencapaiyan matlamat kami tu tolak tepi supaya kami kena betul usahakan caranya selagi boleh sebelum menyerah kalah. Bukan degan kadar terpaksa untuk katakan supaya saya berfikiran positive, tetapi saya harus berfikir dan ambil jalan ikhtiar dan berfikir POSITIVE sentiasa.

Sebuah Kisah Tentang Couple.

Pernah seketika dulu saya rasa saya tak berguna..
Masa dalam kelas kawan-kawan semua tak suka..
Saya nak 'join', kawan kata saya menyibuk..
Ada pula yang kate saya kuat emo..

Sikit-sikit nak marah..
Padahal sebenarnye saya nak tegur mereka buat bising masa belajar..
Lepas tu saya cuba buat lawak
kononnya nak tarik perhatian orang lain
saya paling gembira bila ada orang gelak bila dengar lawak saya
terutamanya pelajar-pelajar perempuan..
Budak-budak lelaki semua kata saya 'mat capub'(cari publisiti)..
tapi saya tak kesah..
asalkan ada yang terhibur..

Tapi saya tetap merasakan kekosongan..
Memang lumrah manusia..
Seoarang lelaki akan tertarik kepada wanita
Macam itulah yang saya rasa..
Saya tengok kawan-kawan dah ada yang 'couple'..
Di dorm sms awek sampai pagi..
ada yang call awek sampai satu malam boleh habis 10 ringgit..

Saya mula berfikir..
"Adakah aku perlu BERCINTA?"
Dengan menggunakan akal seorang pelajar tingkatan 4 itu..
saya pun mula menanam tekad untuk ber'couple'..
Dan masa itulah saya kenal awak..
saya rase saya dah jumpa orang yang paling penting dalam hidup saya..

Mula-mula awak jual mahal..
Tapi saya tak kisah..nak beli gak..
akhirnya, dipendekkan cerita..
saya pun mulalah BERCINTA..

Ever heard of Junior Chef?

Well Mom's and Dad's, Boy's and girl's, here are the story that I would like to talk about, and made you change your mind. Have you recently know bout the program of Masterchef? right.. I bet some of you did.. Okay, have you heard bout this "Junior" Masterchef?? well some of you I think know bout it, apart from Malaysian people like me..I just know bout it. I just watch this episode on channel 711 for Astro Malaysian viewers.. Tonight 8.05pm there are the next episode or the last and final selection for the top 20, do watch it with you kids..how knew that tv shows can give em inspirations.. :D Below are the video of what I'm talking about, well actually I already knew the winner..so I recon you to watch it on you tv, and make it fun to watch with your kids. :)