My Life Journey Starts.

 

first of all Assalamu’alaikum w.b.t.. to my Muslim friends and Good day to all.. As per today~ I have been tryin to change my self to someone I have yet to meet most in common years to come.. someone SUCSESSFUL and someone have meets her target in live. Well so far so good..I have not yet confuse my self.. nor having to run around aimlessly ingame for the time being. ;D really shock me these days after awhile in some kiddy conflict I have been in makes me realize that Am still NOT good enough..not good enough to make someone special in my life to be happy for what I concur. That 2 yes (two) special person in my life, as I see it now to be my purpose on living a life and given a life~well one of them purpose.. hehe.. ;P

They are my parents, most beautiful person that have been raising me since Am born in to this round world~ XD I now come to realize as I went on without a full stop growing from a lil baby that I were..to a lil kid, to a teenager, barely make it to adulthood..that I really don’t want to miss out every second I spend time with em’ both. Every minutes count, every hour priceless..thou sometime that conflict of different thoughts is always there~ but I love them! why is it now? >< hrm.. shud I answer that..well yea~ can you ever imagine without them? I definitely can, as if tomorrow will be my last day to see them. ^^ if you ever understand my thinking..

Well Am not here to blab bout that here LOL, feels weird…hahaha.. :p thanks thou for reading it. I am here to stick some of my flava and share it with whom I know or I don’t.. I am very sure like to share some of my life Journal modified in this internet.. bleh~I know if you ever read em’ ehe~ sorry if they are boring.. I try my best not to made it bore.. but fun. ehe XD. Back to the main story here.. that “someone” that i keep talking about is me in the future. Well it has start., that is my life journey~ I have hope that I made it there! I been lost.. for all this time.. I have yet to see my path to go and grow on~ but now all have to change.. thou it one lil step at time. I will make sure to do my best.. not to try~ but doing it better then tryin..

Btw.. that picture you looking at is my ingame char :p my new addictions for games. Will updates bout games that i have played by far.. hrum.. this will be my avatar for my blog. ^^ I so love her, she’s a cute foxy. Well that addictions just have to wait..for now.. I have stop to do anything ingame so i can focus more to CORE . Some have to be sacrifice for a better future., as for me I have to stop FUN for awhile., an I hope all my ingame family will understands me, and now it has begins! see yaa~!