first of all Assalamu’alaikum w.b.t.. to my Muslim friends and Good day to all.. As per today~ I have been tryin to change my self to someone I have yet to meet most in common years to come.. someone SUCSESSFUL and someone have meets her target in live. Well so far so good..I have not yet confuse my self.. nor having to run around aimlessly ingame for the time being. ;D really shock me these days after awhile in some kiddy conflict I have been in makes me realize that Am still NOT good enough..not good enough to make someone special in my life to be happy for what I concur. That 2 yes (two) special person in my life, as I see it now to be my purpose on living a life and given a life~well one of them purpose.. hehe.. ;P