bismillah..
Assalamau'alaikum.. and a very good day people. :D Well this past month I haven’t been so active on blog, some reasons are I’m simply resting my brain off from any hectic might be involving the internet such as facebook. I’ve been spending my time with my family, and hogging the thing called novels *mine!!mine!!mine!! muwahaha*, haha.. yea..at first to find some inspirations but in the end, I was too lazy to check or update my own blog..but I’ve been reading thou..LOL. Well some other things I was busy with, well can’t talk about it cuz.. its not the right time yet.
oh and well what’s up with the title? *heartbeat sound* :O Its only February, isn’t it the time of romance is in february? me? celebrating V-day is against my religion. So I don’t celebrate it, but it doesn’t mean I don’t celebrate love..I do it everyday, with my family..especially my mom and dad. ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ) and my love ♥(ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc) Why March? well for starters, something big is going to happen on March! something wonderful and it will change my life (˘‿˘ʃƪ), counting down to that day makes me nervous, throughout all of my experience in my love life..I’ve never imagine that things like this could happen to me.
My close friends will know what will happen on march and include my family of course \ (•◡•) / yay! right. Reason for this update’s is really is to dedicate this post to someone that I love. I am really..really..really loved by him..thank you Allah for this love..and thank you sweetie~ ✿◕ ‿ ◕✿ I have never made an update that is specifically only for him. *෴* I know, its it my past experience, teach me that telling the world will take some time off until the time really good and right moment. But my closed friends know already after a couple of weeks we’d declare our status of being in a relationship, men that was very nerve wracking..but as good as the word gets out, everyone is happy for both of us. ≧◡≦
Love is in the air for me, ever since I know he have that feelings for me, at first I was telling my self “bahh..no way he could have feelings for me” well it just clicks my feeling the time when we have a “fight” as a friend, he was angry after all off my pain he said I went to someone else *in ingame world, I know sounded ridicules but its the truth* for some reason that time it just click but I wasn’t sure to my self. Regardless the past I have fallen for a guy from the previous game I played..but all was for something else then love. Cold hard truth yeah I know (╥﹏╥), or maybe that time I was too naive to see or was still too young to know what I really wanted from love. Well every one makes mistake in life, one hard life lesson I get when I am down on the drain way far from love. Some people says “Don’t look for love, let love find you” now I know the meaning of that quotes. Love is just right in front of me, I was just too blind to see what’s there for me, and who was there for me when I needed most..of cause my friends and one of the part of friends was him (⊙.⊙(☉_☉)⊙.⊙).
I know how I can’t imagine that at first..right in front of me ≧^◡^≦ , well hunny sorry at first I really don’t realize it. Thank you for coming into my life and made me your princess ♥. Through the year, I’ve learn to love you, through time I’ve learn to accept your imperfection that Allah gave too all of HIS creations, all that time we went through..you accept me for who I am, and lil by lil you change me and you never afraid to tell the world that I am your girl. Heh~ now I am your fiance. Like I said earlier in skype chat, that it’s like a dream waking up everyday to have someone like you in my heart. Thou sometime we have difference comments on things..hehe..that difference made us like a glue, thou we had a small fight..you always come back to make sure I sleep every night with a smile on my face. I love your imperfection hunny, even thou its hard..but I’ve learn in time,and I know that I am not prefect too.
Hunny, after all what we’ve been through..I hope you keep being strong with me together to get through things that is coming in our way in life. You’ll always be my knight and shining armour, hey..we made it this far and I am not going to give up like the song you gave me when I was sad and down “Jason Mraz – I Won’t Give Up”. I am looking forward to the future, no more looking back or being sad of something that have been gone for so long. I’ll be cheering for you, to never give up our dreams, never give up with facing a problem..I know, that you know every problem has its solutions.. yay for positive energy..! you always lights me up again when I am sad, you are my very own candy. I can never clam when I am with you, there is something bout you that I can’t really say and hard to tell cuz it’s like magic.. (˘‿˘ʃƪ)
Well I know don’t get bored reading my entry.. :P this all written from what my hearts content of you, you know what it feels when I am with you listen to “ Lauryn Hill – Can’t Take My Eye’s Of You ” And the last song dedicated to you. is the song I gave you last month I think. ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ). here:
P/s: Well that’s all for now, Hope I can bring back my writing back in action more soon. Even so to my sayang (darling/dear/hunny*in english*) I love you!!!! ♥(ˆ⌣ˆԅ) (◡‿◡✿) (ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc) xoxo
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